Sometimes I feel like..

Sometimes I feel like I am nothing.

But then you came into my life and made me something.

You showed me what it is like to trust again.

God, I really love you and you're only a friend.

I could replay the moments and memories.

I could dream every night but you are not here with me.

Every word my heart had said, every message sent.

I sound even stupider, and left sitting on a log without a hint.

Re-reading my life and wondering how you got in?

I never wanted much when we first talked, just a friend...

Instead more loneliness sat inside my heart...

I never held my head so low while sitting in the dark...

At this moment, yes this moment I wish God remove my face.

Because I feel that to show such mercy, pain, tears is an utter waste...

What does it matter? Why should I care?

How can I know you? When you never share...

So, I will sit in the dark and cry all night...

I surrender LOVE, T.K.O out of this deadly fight...

I keep getting hurt by missing you envisioning that I am become stronger...

I am preparing for victory and a marathon but how much longer??

Until, I fall on my face, until my heart is no more.

Until the bell rings, until you shut the door...

Until I can't get back up, until I lost what I won.

Silly, Me! How can you lose something that wasn't your all along...?

In my heart, I have claimed you first...

In your life, have you declared me worst?

Give me a chance in your heart to live...

Help me, guide me, if I mess up again, please... do forgive.

I want nothing but your mercy…Nothing but your passion,

Everything you have done for me, that's all I want and all I'm asking.

My moon, my stars, my sunshine, and the other reason I breathe.

My cloud, my ocean, my rain, the other reason I feel relieved.