I'm pretty sure that many of you have seen it in the movie. Girl get caught and abused by guy, and at least in Murder 2 no one rescue all of them, maybe one or two. I hate guys who abuse girls. I was a victim of it and so was my mom. My mom is the best mother ever. Yes, true the teenage years were rough but, I am a good, loving, and willing person. I have my faults too, but I am happy to have a caring mother. I am blessed to have her. I love her so much
As the days of surgery get closer for her, my soul pleads for her. I think of her everyday more than before. I take the time out of my crazy busy day, and cry with her...to let her know she is not alone and that I am shedding tears with her too. Not to make her feel sad, but to let her know.. YES, sometimes MOM I get scared too, but we're going to make it. She is the reason I breathe and she is my heart. She is the rose in my garden of weeds. She is my BFF ever when in need. When it was a bad storm, she would always call me in her room on her bed, and let me sleep there with her because I was scared of the winds and thunders that rattled the house. When my little brother would make mud pies and hit each other wrestling, she was always there. MERI MAA.
It hurts me that my dad would hit her when I was younger. :'( I cried so many nights and when I was younger I grew a hatred for my dad.... Then I stopped myself because he couldn't help or could he??? Plus, he played a part in why I was born. He was my anger, my street smarts, and in other ways see him too. I never went against my dad when I was younger. I respected him as much as I did Maa. I honored him, BUT the memories of my Maa being slapped, punched, grabbed stains my mind, my heart. " I HATE U DAD!" I would scream when I see maa cry because of him. I watched her every night staying up in the hall and in her bedroom. Looking over my her, I was her Guardian Angel :)
Damn, dad. Why? We were supposed to be happy, living together forever. You were supposed to make Maa feel like a princess or better than that a QUEEN...You were supposed to make her feel like she was on top of the world, not on top of the table screaming and crying with her hands protecting her face... Just this night, November 5, 2011 at 3:15am in the morning, I heard my mom screaming and coughing in her sleep. I ran into the living room (hall) and I woke her up crying because I knew she was dreaming of her past with you. I should not have that sound/melody of my mother scream in my head. I was scared at first because I thought her cancer was bothering her or that she was sick or something, but it was a bad memory of you :'(((((
Maa please, dont worry. I am here for you more than ever. Cry on my shoulder, live in my heart where its safe, Lean on me when you are feeling weak, I am your tower MAA. I am your first daughter. I am your food, your spirit and together we gleam so bright, God sees us. He gave me to you. He made a match from heaven :) You and Me...
People say that I am crazy because I dont sleep WELL this is why because I worry so much about you. I make sure your heart makes your chest move, and your lungs go in and out with air. If you are hot or cold, I am by your side with cold water or a blanket and soup..I am watching over you, Maa. Good health to you!
